oh hey it`s october friday night was my last night at the sushi place. decided to put in my two weeks as the other job needs more attention maybe also... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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gbye yellow brick restaurant

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1 month ago - Sunday 10/1/17 - 1:45:59 AM EST (GMT-5)
oh hey it's october

friday night was my last night at the sushi place.
decided to put in my two weeks as the other job needs more attention

maybe also a teensy bit to get away from Impossible Crush.
he's married.
and made me weak in the knees just stepping into the kitchen.
was getting pretty hard to focus. best to stay far, far away

I've been feeling oddly. Best word to describe it maybe is "fragmented?"
Like I'm one mature-ish person at work and just a selfish, twisted desensitized child inside.
And work seems to be fighting to take up more of who I am, at least it's getting harder to separate from my personal life and vice versa.

I don't know what to make of that. sometimes I think I have to feed the grown-up and mature a little bit, but the child-half complains this is a reductive and boring decision.
OTOH, the self-destructive habits are probably hurting my judgment, etc.

1 month ago - Sunday 10/1/17 - 2:06:53 AM EST (GMT-5)
i'll never be perfectly true blue, but whatever i've been doing hasn't put me in the right space to give the support to others i should be giving. i've just felt jaded, duplicitous, stretched thin.
and distracted...

what boring things to post in a forum even if my journal. be back when things are less so.
1 month ago - Sunday 10/1/17 - 2:16:53 AM EST (GMT-5)




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