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I must be missing something that you all just understand innately. - Mood:Good

Wednesday March 17 201010:57:42 PM |

This is going to be a long ambling journal. I have a destination and a few points that I want to hit along the way, but I expect I'll spend more time weaving around various trails instead of actually writing about my day. It just seems like you, and by you I mean a generic you covering the entire population, you all seem to "get" something that I don't. It seems like some people can just hit it off with anyone and get jobs based on being able to impress others despite not knowing very much. While I sit here alone, not getting said jobs. I guess the main issue here is the email I got from the social security job. It was the generic form-feed I get from all USAJOBS/applicationmanager jobs... blah blah, results... blah. Of course, it just said IM... which means: "You did not take the test required for this specialty and grade." Except I did f*cking take the f*cking test. (cont)

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Good articles here... - Mood:Good

Tuesday March 16 20103:31:02 AM |

*itch* That's my friend's "website" where he rips off tons of feeds of useful sites and puts it on one page. My goal is to bump any Therapypuppyowner's necrobumps with a link to that site and an incoherent rambling about the economy. Gotta do my work for him, as we're makin' money. And of course, there is "the conspiracy." That is, to give my questions a "1" rating. It's pretty strange when my questions can have 5x the votes of any other question that's ever been posted. I guess people know I'll react so they do it, and I don't think it will ever stop, no matter what I do or don't do. I guess I should just live with it. I'm not going to not ask questions because someone with a bunch of alters rates it as 1, or people rate it as 1 because I'm awesome. And today was boring. Work was good on Sunday, but also boring.

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Believe me... believe me, can you believe me? - Mood:Good

Saturday March 13 20108:21:46 PM |

It seems like sometimes, people just don't believe me. It can be frustrating and I don't quite understand why. I guess I just want someone to prove that what I thought happened happened (or didn't happen.) There are four people who could provide such facts... one of them, I'm afraid for my life if I talk to them, another one I have no way to talk to, another I used to have a way to talk to, but do not anymore. The fourth person, I could probably find a way to talk to, but I'm nervous about asking them (or ANYONE) these sort of questions. I guess I shouldn't beat around the bush so much with these sort of things if I want anyone to provide any answers or at least understand what I'm talking about. This is all about my "hospital experiences" in 2008, and also in 2004. I have firm convictions that I saw certain things and people there, even though it's more likely that I did not.

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