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How do you guys feel about scholarships? - Mood:Good

Sunday August 30 20208:24:05 PM |

So, scholarship season has opened up at my college, and even though I considered applying for one, I just hate the Essay part of it. I feel like I am writing a sob story, I feel like I'm kissing ass, I feel like I'm groveling and pleading for this measly $500-$1000. I don't really need it, my tuition and books are taken care of and I'm thankful for that. But I am also unemployed, so every little bit helps. But god, I don't want to do this. How do you feel about scholarships? Did you ever have to apply for one? How did you feel about it? In other news, family drama. Cops were called. I'm just too over all of this. I want to move, preferably out of the country once I graduate. Maybe Germany or Sweden. But it appears to be super difficult to immigrate to Sweden. Seems to be the case with most European countries. I could immigrate to America, but....why. Why would I do that to myself.

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I should make a Bumble date chronicles series. Also, I kinda feel like a heaux. - Mood:Good

Sunday August 09 20203:49:07 PM |

I went on two 'dates' yesterday. I say 'dates' because it didn't really feel like a date? Felt more like a meet up? The first one, we went to the Boardwalk. I didn't know the guy was a bro. We had been talking for months, so I was surprised when Bro-Dude showed up. He was on his phone a lot, wasn't really talking to me, and only touched me to extend a hug goodbye. No connection. Second date, LOVELY connection. He's someone I have been talking to every night for the past 2 or 3 weeks. When I saw him, I couldn't help but run up to him and hug him. Looking back, I realize I was throwing myself at him and I feel gross. But I also remember asking him twice if me touching him made him uncomfy, and he said no. But he never made a move to touch me back. Ever. Not even to hold my hand. One point, I had my head in his lap. His hands remained by his sides. The whole night.

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