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So my lawyer calls me today - Mood:Good

Friday January 09 200912:08:42 AM |

to ask me if I want to go through with my bankruptcy. It's been almost a year since I met with her to file. I've got $40,000 worth of medical bills from spending 8 nights in two different hospitals in November of 2007 within two weeks. I met with her to file, because there is no way I can afford to pay for those, especially with me not working. I got her all the information she needs, have been keeping her updated, have paid her in FULL, and today she throws a curveball at me. She asked me if I'm really sure I want to go through with my petition? She advised me, that since I don't have anything owned in MY name, that they really can't take anything from me if I just let the bills go. She said all the can do is take me to court and I tell them I have nothing to give them, and that's that? And she said if I decided to not go ahead with it, she'd give me all of the money back

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Make them go away - Mood:Good

Thursday January 08 200912:11:38 AM |

I keep having dreams about my ex. And they stay in my mind all day. I do not wish to be with him, I just do not know why I am having them. We've been apart for over two years now, but were together for nearly four. I had the best relationship with his family, and still think of them as family, but no longer have contact with them as much as I'd like to. These dreams kind of bother me, even though we've both moved on and are very happy in our relationships now. We ended things VERY badly. He said he never wants to see/speak to me ever again. I definitely deserved it, and I have NO hard feelings towards him, and wish him the best in all he's doing. He's a fireman. I just hope to someday get him out of my head completely and stop these dreams. I think I might need some closure with him, just so he doesn't hate me for the rest of his life. Maybe 1 last phone call? Suggestions?

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I think motherhood has got me on a "rockstar" schedule - Mood:Good

Monday January 05 200912:51:19 AM |

Even though my daughter is in her bed asleep I find it hard to fall asleep sometimes at night. I don't even hardly nap at all during the day either. Sometimes if she doesn't wake up by herself in the middle of the night to eat, then I try to wake her up, even though she's getting fed plenty during the day. I think it's just my anxiety.

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