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Always the same... - Mood:Good

Friday February 14 202010:21:10 AM |

having another breakdown, drive me insane. But that’s really the problem I’m having again. Is a lack of communication. Not all over the place. I’m talking to my family. I’m talking to people when I go out. There’s many aspects where I’m able to communicate freely in my day to day. But work communication is my primary issue. That’s what I stress about. That’s what makes me feel like I need to take my prescriptions. It’s the off shift. Is what I tell myself. But it’s not only the off shift I think. I think it’s also a part of people choosing sides. I think it’s a part of a department that people have started to lose confidence in. I think it’s a part of a labor conversation. But the part that I can’t not get frustrated about is when I program an inspection method and receive very little feedback. No news is good news maybe.

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Somewhat - Mood:Good

Wednesday January 29 202012:53:52 AM |

It’s probably a lot like those uncomfortable moments. But for everyone in a crowded room. It’s settling down lately. I’m only sporadically involved in anything. I don’t think it’s really chess like. But I’ve never developed an end game in chess anyway. I’m not sure of actually winning is anything more than a commercial. Probably I should appreciate this is plateau over valley. I don’t think I’m subject to anything immediately. It was kind of immediate subjugation for, probably five years. I can’t wrap my head around it. Did I tell everyone I’m going on vacation again? In March. With three brothers, two parents, a niece, a nephew, a sister in law, and a brother’s significant other. It should be good. I just don’t want to drink too much. I’m scared that I’m going to drink too much or worse, drink too much and fight with my siblings, or worse, drink too much and fight with my father.

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It’s like the Jetsons but not really. - Mood:Good

Thursday January 16 202012:35:13 AM |

So I think I was dating a robot for a couple weeks. I’m not 100% sure of this. Unverifiable really. Just a valid assumption. I even gave it real money. In the form of Amazon gift cards. I was suspicious when they posed themselves as an adult film star. Then I gave them half of my fantasy football winnings. Then I gave them the same amount I spent on groceries that weekend. Eventually they sent me ugly girl pictures. The grand finale was a plan to send boxes that contained 700000 dollars to my apartment and then they would fly themselves to me and we would buy a mansion. It’s a five paycheck month and I had fantasy football money. But... I wonder if boxes really would have arrived at my apartment. And I wonder how much drugs would have been inside of them. I think this area is too heavily taxed for online dating to work. People rebelling against the system are killing it...

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