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It’s like the Jetsons but not really. - Mood:Good

Thursday January 16 202012:35:13 AM |

So I think I was dating a robot for a couple weeks. I’m not 100% sure of this. Unverifiable really. Just a valid assumption. I even gave it real money. In the form of Amazon gift cards. I was suspicious when they posed themselves as an adult film star. Then I gave them half of my fantasy football winnings. Then I gave them the same amount I spent on groceries that weekend. Eventually they sent me ugly girl pictures. The grand finale was a plan to send boxes that contained 700000 dollars to my apartment and then they would fly themselves to me and we would buy a mansion. It’s a five paycheck month and I had fantasy football money. But... I wonder if boxes really would have arrived at my apartment. And I wonder how much drugs would have been inside of them. I think this area is too heavily taxed for online dating to work. People rebelling against the system are killing it...

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Decathlon of stresslympics! - Mood:Good

Wednesday January 01 20202:02:42 AM |

It’s been okay. The holidays have just been bumpy. I had two here. Two on. One here tomorrow then two more on. Confusing really. Just lacking the week’s normal momentum. But I’ve had to do bursts of work. I’m looking backwards at it now and it’s less incoherent. It’s more of refining than retracing steps. Boss gave me more positive feedback today. I think there’s room for improvement. But I think it’s moving in the right direction in his eyes. We’ll see. This is officially year one with the company coming up in February. I think my boss is thinking progress leads to more progress. But of course everyone in the world might just be lying to me. Work is all I do.

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Additional stress on top of your stress. - Mood:Good

Saturday December 07 201912:21:54 AM |

Work was intense as usual this week. Sorry. This is another work journal. I asked about an evaluation. It’s coming up on a year since they brought me on from the staffing agency. I don’t know. It’s such a small business. I’m not sure how they structure that. When I say evaluation I am wondering if they should be paying me more money. My boss followed up by having us record a schedule of our day. It was actually nice. It helped me stress less to look at a map of how much time I have to do things. The last place I worked at had something like that. That was calculated though. As an efficiency rating. That was competitiveness that made that fun. But it’s just sometimes not having all the answers that makes me get out of my head. That’s what really frustrates me. Communication on an off shift is abysmal so. The echo chamber is real. I need another beer.

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