"I'm taking a break from guys right now", I said.
Then a few months ago, just as I deleted my OKCupid account and hid my PlentyOfFish account, a guy left me his number. He had been the only guy who had spoken to me that whole time. I liked him, so we began texting.
We had been talking everyday for two months.
We shared our feelings, we talked about life, our interests, and we were sexually compatible which is very hard for me to find. Last week, we met up.
After I got home, I let him know I got back alright. He said he had fun, I told him I couldn't wait to see him again.
Well, it's been a week now and it's been silent. Every day I've been waking up feeling hopeful and then every night my heart sinks because he didn't text me.
I don't know why it hurts me so much this time. I only met him once, but my heart can't take it. After almost four years of going back and forth...