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are guys really so terribly mysterious? - Mood:Indifferent

Sunday November 18 20071:24:54 AM |

So here's the deal. There's this guy, and we have a sort of friends-with-benefits thing going (except we also spoon and talk politics, which are normally activities I reserve for actual relationships). And I dig him. Not enough to be in a serious relationship with him, and we both know that, but he's lovely to have around. The first weekend we hung out he seemed to be gunning for a committed relationship, and I was like, "whoa, I just got out of a six year thing. I'm really not ready for that." And since then, he's seemed cool with us just hanging out. But I'm not sure--I keep getting this feeling that he's biding his time until I change my mind or something. Plus, I'm astonished by how much this FEELS like a relationship, how pleasant and natural it all is, but also simultaneously troubled by how easy I'll find it to walk away when I move in January. I feel as though I dig him as much as I'll dig most anyone and yet I don't feel attached in the least. Any thoughts?

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um. hey. - Mood:Good

Saturday November 17 200712:03:22 PM |

So it's been about a year-and-a-half since I've posted a journal entry here. Hey to the few of you who may recognize me. Quick, someone sum up all that's happened on YT in the last year. Or not. On my end: broke up with Colin after six years, quit school, and am working in a factory. Drinking a lot and reading a lot--so, basically, doing what I've always wanted to do with my life. Am also prepping for a move back to Albuquerque. I feel like my life as an adult is just starting. It's pretty sweet.

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I`m so sick of that "Little Man" ad. (And a picture.) - Mood:Bored

Tuesday July 18 200610:52:46 AM |

I keep seeing trailers for that f*cking film and am filled with anxiety and repulsion. F*ck the Wayans Brothers, man. I have a mental list of celebrities who should be donkey-punched to death, and they're second on the list--Dakota Fanning is first. But I didn't make this thread to bitch about the Wayans Brothers. I made it to post a picture of myself with my adorable niece. I got back from San Diego awhile ago and then began immediately packing up to move here to Oklahoma. It was quite unexpected, quite sudden, but it's a pretty sound plan. Except that my fiance and I don't live together anymore; we're living with our parents again--you know, the whole two-steps-forward-one-step-back thing. Anyway. My awesome niece. (PS: this post sucks. I know it. I just... don't have the energy to care, I guess.)

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