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Female, 27 years old
Oakland, Western US

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Interests: Books / Flirting / Poetry / Nudism / Feminism
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Birthday:7/4/1989 (27 Years Old)
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Occupation: Human
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Fav. Movie: Will you hold my hand in the theatres?
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Fav. Book: Will you read with me under the covers?
Fav. Song: The Decemberists, Cake, the Beatles, spirit songs
Fav. Food: Will you take me out tonight?
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I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.

Lord Golden`s name cloaks me as I alter along.

Ask me no questions, I tell you no lies, but life is just a grand scale fiction we weave, and I like to sit at my loom.

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Interview Shenanigans - Mood:Good
Tuesday June 20 20179:58:06 PM |
SO. I have a flight in 8.5 hours. Geneva - Moscow. Moscow - New York. Interview. New York - home.

Game plan for the next few hours -
1. Finish packing
2. Clean dishes
3. Clean bathroom
4. Clean fridge
5. Shower?
6. Get moneygram for rent (and maybe get chocolate for presents?)
7. Take out recycling and garbage
8. Say goodbye to classmates before they walk into the exam that I'm going to miss
9. Flight

Then in between interviewing I should do the take home exam that will be emailed out on Thursday so that I don't have two make up exams to do in August.

I think I can do it! I can do it. This is so big for me. The bum openings changed my interview date YESTERDAY from Friday to Thursday and only booked my ticket a few hours ago, so its been wild. But holy f*ck this could actually be me about to get a real job saving the world. F*CK.


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I get so gross as a bachelor - Mood:Good
Saturday June 10 20175:30:44 PM |
Dropped the Girl off at the airport at 5 in the morning today, and thus begins my bachelor life for at least the next two weeks or so. Odds are we'll never both be in Geneva again.

In the meantime I have exams, an overdue internship, packing and cleaning, and job applications to worry about.

It's sooo great in some ways, as soon as I came home I dealt with the nagging loneliness by drinking out of the juice carton, leaving my dishes undone, not brushing my teeth, and tonight, I'm going to fall asleep on both pillows. It's satisfying at first to feel like I'm purposefully feeding the sludge until my external reality matches what goes on in my head.

And then one day I snap and clean every nook and cranny I can find.

I'm sososo over school. I don't know if I'll be any less incompetent as a salaried worker but damn I'm willing to risk it. Waiting to hear back from one place ahhhhh.

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My productivity app will block YT in 5 minutes so let`s make a journal - Mood:Good
Sunday May 14 20176:38:55 PM |
And then check it obsessively from an incognito browser.

Dear YT. Have you ever felt like words are heavy stones in your belly? Ones with jagged edges, not even smoothed over like or anything.

Another metaphor.
Ideas, hopes, motivation, dreams, imaginary conversations with friends enemies mentors - they get drafted in my head only to be slowly, firmly, walled off, brick by brick, shhh ya bint no one wants to hear you. Thus, silence.

I have thoroughly lost my voice. Thoroughly, thoroughly.
A new shrink (who gave me brain-focusing drugs) is trying to pick at my past.. childhood memories, etc. I leave his office so unstable.

Dear YT. I know I've never been the funnest skamp but so it goes and I'm looking for my voice. For engagement, to make up for it, show me a picture of your sky right now. Or ask me anything. Or whatever.

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