Yes, an actual date. Not a meeting for sex. This guy actually thinks I’m sweet and innocent (minus the drinking. I met him at a bar). It’s so weird. I’ve seen him three times at the same place for the past month or so. We’ve talked and hung out there, and it’s clear that he’s attracted to me. He even told me he came back the second and third times hoping to see me. Oddly, nothing ever happened between us, even though I was drunk.
His name is Fahad. He’s from Saudi Arabia. He’s also albino. Now, normally I might be repulsed by that fact, but because of his ethnicity, he just looks European. No red eyes or anything.
Anyway, I’m not sure I’m comfortable with this whole “date” thing. It fills me with anxiety. Plus, he’s a nice guy, but I’m not sure I’m attracted to him. I mean, if I were, wouldn’t I have already tried something? And since I know he’s attracted to me, I’m goi