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I think I've grown up! - Mood:Good

Thursday March 11 20103:44:10 AM |

I'm very surprised at myself right now. Sultan and I "broke up" awhile ago, but will always, ALWAYS, be friends, and I used to think that I would just DIE when he met another girl. However, he HAS started something with another girl and I'm totally fine with it, which shocks me. In fact, I really LIKE his new girl. She's very nice, and she also seems to be intelligent and self-assured. I don't know her too well yet, but I could really see myself becoming friends with her. This all comes as a shock to Sultan, of course. It's almost like he wanted me to hate her. Whatever. I'm just happy that Sultan and I are friends and that he's spending his time with a person who is actually really nice instead of the assh*les he used to hang out with.

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Come on, ride the train! - Mood:Good

Monday March 01 20105:54:49 PM |

I have become obsessed - OBSESSED!- with riding Amtrak. I love traveling through these little hick towns and seeing all the old-fashioned crap and wondering what the lives of the people who live there are like. I have a strong desire to travel the country, stopping along the way in crazy places and meeting interesting characters. Not to mention that the people I meet ON the train are quite colorful themselves. This morning I took a trip, and this woman sat across from me and proceeded to talk about me on her cell phone as though I wasn't there. It was great. She kept calling me, "This Lady." LOL.. Me? A lady? Sweet. I guess I have cabin fever. I need to get out into the world!

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So I`m back on DYW again, and this is why: - Mood:Good

Wednesday February 24 20101:54:03 AM |

Since I am leaving Portland and Sultan and everything, I figure I may as well post on this account again. The only reason I stopped was because of the drama (trauma?) it caused. I hate that I'm leaving Portland, because I LOVE Portland, but it's what I have to do. As long as I'm here, I'll be around Sultan and will always cave into him. Call me crazy, but I LOVE him, and the only way to rid myself of that affliction is to get away from him, physically. I really wish that things could be different...I wish he'd come home to me and say, "Claire, I'm sorry I've been so mean and angry, but I've been stressed, and I love you." Here's to happier days... after, of course, the weeks/months/years(?) of lying in bed depressed about the loss of the dude I thought was my forever love. Anyway, yay new life!

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