A novel concept for someone whose always purely been committed and monogamous.
Adam and I broke up officially in.. December?
I was an emotional wreck about it for a week or so towards the end of January.. and as quickly as the sadness and anxiety came on.. it left.
And I hit this guy up I've known for a bit.
Who is unfortunately not very reliable.. so instead of waiting around like a big idiot for him to hang out for a second weekend in a row, I hung out with this other guy.. with completely platonic intentions.
So Unreliable Dude doesn't text me until almost midnight, subliminally tells me he loves me? And my platonic intentions turned into a sexy sleepover and holy fxck does this kid know his way around a vagina.
Would do again.
I've decided I want to date neither, but I like both and am going to enjoy myself.